so i have been apart of this clan for little over a month. and i can really say that this clan really works togeather. we dont fight we always have each others backs and we never disagree on anything all of us are always open to new ideas and we share them, compare and contrast and apply them to in game strategies and what not. i have got to say this is the best fu*k the rest clan i have ever been apart of. each and every member selected to be apart of this clan has made my experience with this game all the more enjoyable. you guys make me really happy and always put a smile on my face. (even you lowcash) i love this clan so much and the people in it. a cliche? i think not. you guys are unique in all of your own different ways and thats what makes us a whole. i have never seen a clan so perfectly put together it blows my mind. hats off to you cam for making this all worth while and making this all a reality im never going to leave this clan its apart of me and apart of my heart. yes i enjoy being an admin i enjoy taking care of the server, and yes i do enjoy kicking and banning people but always within reason never abusing. these players out here are like a virus some of them. getting rid of them makes me feel happier its like nurturing a baby and being a parent. but also being an admin has its tolls too. extremely disrespectful players call you names and hurt feelings. yeah i have had some goddamn horrible players in the server before call me extremely nasty names and sometimes i have left the server a little down and sad after what those people said to me or about me. but its all with the job right? thats what makes us strong to battle through all the hate and negitivityand pain. sometimes things do get real in the server as an admin. it can be hard work guys. im only 19 years old and some of the stuff i have been insulted or called or screamed at sometimes crawls under my skin and gets to me. but i get over it. this is part of the reason why im glad our younger members arent admins because i dont want your feelings hurt guys. and no im not calling you little kids im just protectful i feel like a guard dog when im watching over our members, other admins, players, and the server itself but im only one person you know? and im glad you guys all have my back ill continue to stay active as much as i can with zombie panic. and the server. i plan to buy my own laptop and play zomie panic more often. but thats all in do time. i guess i want to end this essay with a great big thank you to all of the [EZF] members, to all of the admins to everyone. i love you guys you guys are some of the greatest people i have ever met. dont change for anyone okay?
love yah bro. i feel the same way about everything(except for the admin part since im not one), people can be jerks. BROS BEFORE HOES! and especially Lowcash. he always puts a smile on my face and the rest of you too!
-- Edited by joyrider219 on Thursday 13th of September 2012 05:24:00 PM
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Thanks a lot for this Wolfy. This kind of recognition is exactly what everyone who is a part of this community needs to hear once in a while. We are honored to hear that we as a whole have had such an impact on you and I'm sure many individuals.. including myself. Sure, I've been in countless teams across several games and platforms, however, with EZF, I am here to stay. EZF is my first Zombie Panic: Source team that I have joined since playing a few years back, and will be my last. Lucky for you guys, I don't play any other Steam games that I would want to be on a team in.
I understand exactly how ya feel, Wolfy. EZF has made it's mark on me, in a great way. Because of the cooperation and friendship of every single one of our members, I have adapted into a huge teamplayer who wishes nothing more than for all of us to have an unforgettable experience each and every time we play..
I'll have to agree with you Chris.. the sacrifice that an admin must make to ensure the server stays active and enjoyable is far outweighed by the benefits that come with being able to regulate the server and its players. I have received much thanks and recognition from our fellow players for helping out with an issue, be it a spammer or just a bad-mannered player.
We don't blame you being upset at times.. Words can definitely hurt. At times an admin will need to endure much abuse from a rude player. We are glad that you are able to keep your calm and cool in many situations and as an admin, it is very important.. I admit myself that I have DEFINITELY left the server on more than one occasion because I have felt upset toward another player or something that was said to me. However I will never forsake this group or it's server for as long as EZF stands.. I have stood aside the rest of you and offered as much as my respect as I can. You all have it.
Thanks for sharing all of this Chris, we really appreciate it. And much thanks to CaM for his dedication to his server and our group.. We also cannot forget Cushycush. Possibly the one single member who has brought us all together.
Forever with,
- Killjoy
-- Edited by Killjoy on Thursday 13th of September 2012 10:51:41 PM
-- Edited by Killjoy on Friday 19th of October 2012 11:23:10 PM
Dam chris, This is some deep stuff man I'm going to cry T.T
I feel ya bro it's not easy being admin and some trolls just piss us off. But ya dude it's all worth it when we have the group together and getting each others' backs.
Glad to see you back and always fun to play like old times man.